my poems ......

my HERO

He is more than a hero

He is a god in my eyes —
the man who is allowed
to sit beside you — he

who listens intimately
to the sweet murmur of
your voice, the enticing

laughter that makes my own
heart beat fast. If I meet
you suddenly, I can’t

speak — my tongue is broken;
a thin flame runs under
my skin; seeing nothing,

hearing only my own ears
drumming, I drip with sweat;
trembling shakes my body

and I turn paler than
dry grass. At such times
death isn’t far from me.



FAREWELL TO AN ANGEL


I will take you out of my heart
But will write your name where
The sun does not shine
And the stars don’t glow
Because I have found you ---
In the dimmest hours of my life.

Perhaps God had asked you to fly
Over dark corners of the earth
To bring light to orphaned hearts
And warmth to frozen souls—
Or maybe He had sent you
To make me understand why
The stars glow above and
The dying leaves fall.

I will take you out of my heart
But will mark the dark hours of my life
Because one day, when I shall again
Seek the light, I might find you there.


ENIGMA

As I want through it all
Dividing my time
Trying to understand everything
Trting to understand what's life ....

As the years goes by -
Adding my age;
Subtracting my life -
Walking through the circle
I cried

As I pass a quarter of it,
I feel my knees trembling
Down to the half
I feel like surrendering

As I went through it all
Dividing my time
Trying to understand everything
Trying to conquer life .........


JADED

Death comes to your loved one
He struggled to survive
Breathe the last air
Died with much emotion
Hurt to feel
That now he's gone ....
Vanished forever!